Walking and singing and jumping in the rain!!!

Yesterday it was raining as we all know, and I was bored so I decided that I need to go for a walk, I looked outside the window, it was cloudy and a little dark, I thought to myself that should be ok for me to go for a half an hour walk, and I did as I was walking I was thinking about lots of things , and that made me go further than I anticipated cause I wasn’t paying attention to where exactly I was going, you see I know my neighbourhood very well, no matter where I go I know how to find my way back, suddenly it started to rain real hard, it was pouring and I was laughing and thinking by the time I go back home I will be soaked with water but I didn’t care, I kept walking and sometimes running and jumping, I was happy and I was feeling nothing even though my mind was still thinking, I actually had to tell myself “ Imane stop thinking everything will be ok” and that’s true, I got another opportunity to start again and this time I will not screw it up I promised myself not too. So I kept smiling and walking in the rain and as I was walking someone offered me a ride home, he’s my neighbour and he’s so nice but I said no thank you I am ok, he didn’t believe me at the beginning but I explained to him that I love to walk in the rain so he let me go but before he left he told me that if I need a ride to the doctor that I should let him know, I smiled and said ok. Any how I kept on walking until I finally came home soaked with water and happy I was actually relaxed and satisfied for no reason. I took a quick shower and then took my car for a ride also under the rain, I listened to music and sang along it was lots of fun, sometimes its nice to spend some time alone it gives us peace and relaxation beyond belief, I did one final stop before heading back home I had to fill my car with gas so I did and as I was feeding my car it started to rain heavily again so I smiled and thought this I think is a good luck charm cause every time I am outside it pours maybe its a message that everything that is going wrong in my life is going to be finally be ok, I really do hope so.