shop (Starbucks) ordering our favorite lattes and sitting by the window, talking about new beginning and possibilities and how we have to always dream, because I think if you don’t dream and achieve what you are wanting and needing in your life, you are not living, suddenly I looked out side the window and saw the snow while listening to a lovely music that I have never heard before, I said to my friend what a perfect January night, I know we all complain about the snow and the cold weather, I’m actually the expert in doing all the complainings about the weather, but for some reason when I looked at snow tonight it was beautiful and peaceful and I loved it, it gave me hope and will and wanting to know anxiously what tomorrow is hiding for me. I guess this was a message from god that everything is going to be ok for me and that every thing happens for a reason, I always feel that god is close to me and whenever I asked him for something for some reason I was granted what ever I wish for, I do hope that he will always watch over me, driving back home in the snow, I was thinking that life is beautiful even though it is full of ups and downs, sadness and grief but actually these things are what makes us who we are today and tomorrow and forever and also through difficult times we learn to appreciate the good times and to always be grateful with what we have for the moment cause we never know when it will be taken away from us. So I decided to take it easy, and wait for new possibilities and new beginning and that could be here in Ottawa or during my traveling, I decided to take a tour it is going to be all over the place, I still don’t know when, but I know that I will do it soon, so that I can start new adventures with new people.
Friday, January 30, 2009
Music, snow, and coffee shop
Today was a sad day or I thought that it would be sad that is because it was my last day at work, but for some reason I don’t feel bad at all, actually I feel much better, I have to admit though that the past few weeks weren’t easy for me but not any more, yea! I will miss the people that I have worked with for almost a year and the flexibility that was granted to us by the manager by working from home when the weather is not good or cause we just want to work from home as long as the job is done he didn’t care, I really do hope that I will get another nice manager when I start my new job soon I hope. Any ways after my short day at work and of course my final good byes to everyone, I went to my friend’s house and then we decided to go shopping, so this is what we did, but at the end of the day another very close friend of mine and I decided to go of course to my favorite coffee
shop (Starbucks) ordering our favorite lattes and sitting by the window, talking about new beginning and possibilities and how we have to always dream, because I think if you don’t dream and achieve what you are wanting and needing in your life, you are not living, suddenly I looked out side the window and saw the snow while listening to a lovely music that I have never heard before, I said to my friend what a perfect January night, I know we all complain about the snow and the cold weather, I’m actually the expert in doing all the complainings about the weather, but for some reason when I looked at snow tonight it was beautiful and peaceful and I loved it, it gave me hope and will and wanting to know anxiously what tomorrow is hiding for me. I guess this was a message from god that everything is going to be ok for me and that every thing happens for a reason, I always feel that god is close to me and whenever I asked him for something for some reason I was granted what ever I wish for, I do hope that he will always watch over me, driving back home in the snow, I was thinking that life is beautiful even though it is full of ups and downs, sadness and grief but actually these things are what makes us who we are today and tomorrow and forever and also through difficult times we learn to appreciate the good times and to always be grateful with what we have for the moment cause we never know when it will be taken away from us. So I decided to take it easy, and wait for new possibilities and new beginning and that could be here in Ottawa or during my traveling, I decided to take a tour it is going to be all over the place, I still don’t know when, but I know that I will do it soon, so that I can start new adventures with new people.
shop (Starbucks) ordering our favorite lattes and sitting by the window, talking about new beginning and possibilities and how we have to always dream, because I think if you don’t dream and achieve what you are wanting and needing in your life, you are not living, suddenly I looked out side the window and saw the snow while listening to a lovely music that I have never heard before, I said to my friend what a perfect January night, I know we all complain about the snow and the cold weather, I’m actually the expert in doing all the complainings about the weather, but for some reason when I looked at snow tonight it was beautiful and peaceful and I loved it, it gave me hope and will and wanting to know anxiously what tomorrow is hiding for me. I guess this was a message from god that everything is going to be ok for me and that every thing happens for a reason, I always feel that god is close to me and whenever I asked him for something for some reason I was granted what ever I wish for, I do hope that he will always watch over me, driving back home in the snow, I was thinking that life is beautiful even though it is full of ups and downs, sadness and grief but actually these things are what makes us who we are today and tomorrow and forever and also through difficult times we learn to appreciate the good times and to always be grateful with what we have for the moment cause we never know when it will be taken away from us. So I decided to take it easy, and wait for new possibilities and new beginning and that could be here in Ottawa or during my traveling, I decided to take a tour it is going to be all over the place, I still don’t know when, but I know that I will do it soon, so that I can start new adventures with new people.
Monday, January 26, 2009
Trying to sleep
One of those nights where I cannot sleep, this week is my last week at work, I know my last day is not going to be easy, since I will be leaving behind all the people that I worked with for almost a year, and eventually became good friends with, I will for sure miss them a lot, but as they say life goes on, the hard part of this whole thing is that I will be staying home and have nothing to do and that kills me, this is why I am thinking to go away for a while and then come back to face reality, I think I need that since it’s been a year since I last really took a long trip and that for me is a long time, since I always use to travel, but ever since I got the soon to be my previous job, I stayed and was dedicated to my job, cause I really enjoyed it, yea! It was very challenging at the beginning and there was lots of stressful times but for some reason I liked that and I use to do my best to be able to do the job right and fix what ever needed to be fixed, I don’t know why I liked it, maybe because of the people, you see, ever one is nice and friendly, I sure will miss that and I hope that when I find something new in the future people will be as nice.
Now I am wondering what can I do to help me sleep, maybe read a book, yea! That is what I will do, I know that this post makes no sense and I have no idea what to name it, but as I said before when I can’t sleep so many things usually come crossing my mind and this time it is work and the future and so many other irrelevant stuff, that if I talk about people will think that I'm crazy and I need some serious attention. Anyways, I think I better go get the book and start reading maybe that will help my eyes and me to go to sleep.
Now I am wondering what can I do to help me sleep, maybe read a book, yea! That is what I will do, I know that this post makes no sense and I have no idea what to name it, but as I said before when I can’t sleep so many things usually come crossing my mind and this time it is work and the future and so many other irrelevant stuff, that if I talk about people will think that I'm crazy and I need some serious attention. Anyways, I think I better go get the book and start reading maybe that will help my eyes and me to go to sleep.
Saturday, January 24, 2009
What men want??
What a night last night was, it was the girl’s night out, we were suppose to go out dancing, but because of the cold weather we decided not to and instead we decided to just have dinner at our favorite restaurant ( The Keg) and then head to one of my friend’s house and continue the night. You know when 5 girls meet without any male interruption, we talked about boys and how we need them in our lives but at the same time how difficult they make our life, isn’t that amazing we need them but hate them at same time, I am in love with someone, I wish I could hate him and get on with my life but instead I need him more than anything else in this world, he is always inside of me and I don’t think that I will forget him anytime soon even though he is the reason that I’m so sad, we also talked about how to know if a guy is into you, amazing how we girls like to analyze and figure out how the other sex is thinking, one of us said that if they keep calling you and answering your phone calls, and always be close to you then that person is really into you, the other one said that if they ignore you, and avoid you and never speak to you that also could be a sigh of them liking us, amazing how we think and how we need to know what really men think of us whether they like us or not, not knowing makes us feel special and sexy and wanting more from them. My opinion is not knowing for a while is healthy and good because it will make you want that person more and fall in love with him gradually with the argue of being with him all the time and be for him only forever, that’s just my opinion some people would agree and some people will not, it all depends on what we like and what we need. And of course we also ate lots of snacks, nachos to be specific , drank and watched our favorite show, Sex and the city, watching one of the episodes and seeing how those 4 beautiful ladies are close together no matter what, I looked at my friends and said to myself I am also lucky to have them in my life, because if I did not, how would I have survived, you see I ‘m alone here, my family are all away, the only sibling I have in Ottawa is my brother and I don’t see him that much, since he is also busy with his life. So my friends thanks for such a lovely night and I hope that some day us ladies will be able to figure out what really men want, so that we can provide that to them and make us and them happy.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
No Matter What!!
I have lots to say, yet I have no idea what, but I know deep inside there is so many things that I want to talk about, but what exactly?? I feel like I’m going to explode, out of anger maybe!! my heart hurts like crazy, I feel empty and lonely and sad, I have lots of friends but I don’t know any, I still did not find the person that I can share everything and anything with, I’m always scared to trust anyone, and that kills me, the only person that I trust is me, and that’s not good and not fair to me and to the people that loves me, it’s just that I can’t say my deepest feelings to anyone, maybe because I think that they won’t understand what I’m trying to say, or maybe because I cannot express my feelings right to anyone. I’m not a good talker, I like to keep everything inside of me, and that’s why I love walking for long hours, it always seems to make feel better, swimming to is also my way of releasing stress. Since I will not be working next month I’m thinking of taking a long trip to the Caribbean to be close to the sea and the beauty of nature, I love travelling, I usually travel to run away from my problems, I know it’s bad, but that’s the only way where I can be fresh and ready again to face whatever I need to face. I remember 2 years ago I went to south Africa and walking by the beach first thing in the morning made me realize that I need to do something for my life something that will make me a better person and that’s why I came back to Ottawa to give a meaning to my life, instead of keep on running from my problems I had to face them and that’s the best thing that anyone can do, I know it’s hard but there is nothing that is easy in this life. Right now I am going through a challenging time, I know I’ll be ok, but first I need to go away to be ok, cause sometimes being away from what made you sad is the best thing, because it will help you think better and forget and maybe forgive.
Friday, January 16, 2009
Love hurts
Love is an emotion so strong that you would give up everything to just feel it once and it’s really funny how people think that we humans are the one who hurt people, but we are wrong we don't hurt people, it's not us, its love, and love hurts and never ends... we all need it at some point, but what hurt the most is when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry and never realize it.
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Confusion
Today I feel sad, upset, furious, so many mixed feelings, I mean, why is it that I always have to be attached to the wrong people, why do I have to always be punished for things that I did not do, and maybe did not mean to. I wish mom was here, I’m so lonely, it feels as if she just passed away, my heart is beating so fast I cannot breathe anymore. I always ask myself, why did she have to go and not me? I mean my life has no meaning, I have no one, but she had the rest of us. My heart hurts so bad, but I know I will get over it soon, I'm use to disappointment, and I know when something good happens to me, it will always end up bad. People say that I'm strong, maybe this is what they see, but the truth is I never fear anything but no one knows that when some one hurts me I seldome show my tears I'll just lock my door dive into my bed and silently cry, deep inside I'm weaker than a new born. I wish I was strong and careless, maybe if I was I wouldn't care to much or get attached, but then I cannot change myself, this is a curse that I have to live with. I love to be with people and the people that I love always tend to push me away, I don't 
know why? I wish I could understand why!! I have loved someone so much, but suddenly he disappeared and never said goodbye, up to this day I have no idea why he left. I have noticed this always happens to me, I think that when I was born some fair lady cursed me with being unloved and not wanted by anyone, especially the ones that I love. I thought I was ok and doing fine after a long battle with divorce and my mom's sickness and her death, but no, good things will never last for me, and If you could see through my eyes, you'll see a tear fall as I hide my fear from the rest of the world so no one will ever know how hurt I am.
know why? I wish I could understand why!! I have loved someone so much, but suddenly he disappeared and never said goodbye, up to this day I have no idea why he left. I have noticed this always happens to me, I think that when I was born some fair lady cursed me with being unloved and not wanted by anyone, especially the ones that I love. I thought I was ok and doing fine after a long battle with divorce and my mom's sickness and her death, but no, good things will never last for me, and If you could see through my eyes, you'll see a tear fall as I hide my fear from the rest of the world so no one will ever know how hurt I am.
Sunday, January 4, 2009
True Love
Today I was walking in the mall with a close friend of mine, we are girls, and girls talk about boys, and wonder about their feelings and if they like us or not. The more I think about it, I realize that it is not a matter of a guy liking a girl, it is something that we want and need actually, the more uncertain we are about the other party the more we want it, and as soon as we get what we want, the spark and the fear and the attraction is all gone. But if this happens, then there is nothing called true love, I don’t like to believe that because I believe in true love, I know it could not always be a happy ending, but I always like to think that if I like someone very much, it is not only because of attraction or how he looks or how much money he has in the bank, it is going to be because of him in all his ways good and bad and accepting it, and never try to change it. Some people might say things and stories about the person that you love, but if you know for sure that that’s him, your second half, then no matter what or how long it last, the sparks and the attraction will always be there.
So in conclusion I think that if the spark fades then it is not true love, because true love always finds its way back, it’s always deep in our hearts and soul, it is part of us. So find love, find true love, once you do, never let go.
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Love Quotes
Love is like a mountain hard to climb, but once you get to the top, the view is beautiful..
Love starts with a hug, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear.
Every heart bleeds and even angles are aloud to cry.
I love you with the breath, the smiles and the tears of all my life..
Love isn't something that you find, love is something that finds you.
You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart
to things you don't want to feel..
it's crazy right? to love someone who's hurt you, and it's crazy to think that someone who hurt you loves you..
Last night I was thinking of you, one tear rolled out, I asked why are you out?, my tear said there are someone so beautiful in your eyes, now there is no place for me.
Love can be magic, but magic can sometimes be an illusion.
One night the moon asked me "why do you stay if they make you cry"? and I said to the moon "could you ever leave your sky"??
The shortest word i know is "I" the sweetest word I know is "love" and the person I never forget is "you"
If you are alone I'll be your shadow,
If you want to cry l'll be your shoulder,
If you're not happy I'll be your smile,
If you need me I'll always be there.
You ripped my heart and broke it, and tore it in half, and I just smiled because you touched me.
How can I tell him I love him, when just looking at him takes my breath away…?
It hurts when we risk our heart, it ends up broken but what hurts more is when we still hold on, when we already know we’re waiting for nothing.
If I could give you one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes, cause only then you would realize how special you are to me...
I never stopped loving you, I just stopped showing it.
If I could dream at night, and if those dreams come true, I would force myself to sleep at night so I could dream of you.
I love three things, the sun, the moon and you, the sun for the day and the moon for the night and you forever.
I would cry a million tears and walk a million miles just to be with you.
I miss you when something really good happens because you’re the one I want to share it with.
I miss you, when something troubles me because you are the one who understands me well.
I miss you when I laugh and when I cry, because you’re the one who makes the laughter grow and the tear disappear.
When I first met you I never would have imagined that I would have such strong feelings for you, I would have never thought that I would have dreams about you or miss being by your side or get butterflies in my stomach when someone mentions your name, when I first met you I never would have thought that I would love you this much, and will love you for ever. You are the reason I’m happy and you are the reason that I’m sad, you are the reason that my heart beats so fast that I can’t breath anymore, when I first met you I would have never thought that you will be my life and the reason for my being.
Love hurts when you break up with someone, hurts even more when someone breaks up with you and the most when the person that you love has no idea how you feel.
Sometimes I get lonely wishing you were here, my heart aches loudly knowing I can’t keep you near.
I cannot talk to you anymore, it’s not that I am mad at you, it’s just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you, and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I cannot have you, and that makes me love you even more.
Once upon a time, something happened to me, it was the sweetest thing that ever could be, it was a fantasy, a dream come true, it was the day I met you...
Touch my heart and you will feel, listen to my heart and you will hear, look into my heart and you will see that you will always be a special part of me.
I just hope to sleep and never awaken… nothing left in this world could replace what you have taken…
Love me without fear,
Trust me without questioning
Need me without demanding
Want me without restrictions
Accept me without change
Desire me without inhibitions.
what do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying, is the person who made you cry??
Everyone says you only fall in love once, but that’s not true because every time I hear your voice I fall in love all over again.
Love is just a word, until you find someone to give definition.
I hide my tears when I say your name, but the pain in my heart is still the same, although I smile and seem carefree, there is no one who misses you more than me.
Where there is love, there is life.
I don’t think much, I don not think often, but when I think I think of you.
A day without your love is a day without life…
Let these words, not only touch your eyes, let them travel through your soul and let them rest in your heart as you are in mine.
Why it is easy to fall in love and yet hard to love back? Why should I feel so sad when you don’t feel a thing for me? Why there are always you in me but never me in you…
How can I forget you when you are always in my mind? How can I not want you, when you’re all I want, how can I let you go, when I can’t see us apart, how can I not love you, when you control my heart…
When I see you my heart smiles…
In my dreams ur mine and in my life ur a dream..
I made a choice to finally let go, because I can't stand the pain, it's time for my last tear to fall and smile again.
I love you and you don't, that's the end of the story..
I am not waiting on the world to change, I am waiting for you to change..
I can't seem to erase all the memories of you no matter how hard I try, it's just something that i can't do.
Ask me how many times my heart has been broken and I will tell you to look in the sky and count the stars..
Every night I talk to the stars pretending it’s you. It acts just like you… far away and never replies to my questions…
You were the most beautiful thing that happened in my life, now you are the most painful thing that had ruined my life and made my heart bleeds…
My eyes are hurting cause I can’t see you, my arms are empty cause I can’t hold you, my heart is breaking cause I am not with you…
It takes millions of people to complete the world, but it takes only you to complete mine…
When I looked into your eyes I didn’t see just you, I saw my today, my tomorrow, and my future for the rest of my life I love you….
Often times we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting too, though that doesn’t mean that we’ve stopped loving them or we’ve stopped to care, sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you….
How would you know if he really loves you?
It’s when you scream he’s calm, when you slap him, he kisses you, when you cry he hugs you, when you tell him you hate him, he tells you, he loves you…
Just when I thought things couldn’t be any better you stepped into my life.
Someone asked me if I missed you, I didn’t answer I just closed my eyes and walked away then I whispered “so much”.
I hate when you smile at me, because you make me crazy about you,
I hate when you talk to me, because you make me run out of words,
I hate when I see you, because you make me love you more..
When you miss me, just look up in the sky and pick which cloud you think I am sitting on, only then I can guarantee that your tears will fade and everything will be ok, because just remember that I miss you and love you the same...
The day I stop loving you, is the day I close my eyes forever…
I wonder if you know how special you are,
I wonder if you know how precious you are
I wonder if you know how ok I am to have you in my life.
I love you so much.
Someday you will cry for me, liked I cried for you,
Someday you’ll miss me, like I missed you,
Someday you’ll need me, like I needed you,
Someday you’ll love me but I won’t love you…
When I cry nobody sees, when I hurt no body know, but when I love you, I’ll tell the world.
You are no longer only my love, in fact you have become my life, and I have started living you.
I searched through books,
And I leafed through cards,
For words that would convey what I had in my heart, but when I sat down to write, all I can write was I can’t live without you…
When you love somebody you must be ready to sacrifice anything, even if that anything is your happiness.
I am not sad, and I’m really not depressed, I just want something bad that it hurts and it’s softly killing me from the inside out.
Whenever I miss you, I won’t look for you in my dreams, or try to hear your voice in your messages, I just put my right hand across my chest and feel you.
Let me go on with my life, let me be free again, because I am tired of crying myself to sleep and I am tired of you being the first thing I think about when I wake up.
He handed her 12 roses, 11 real and 1 fake and he said “I’ll love you till the last one dies”.
Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it’s one day further from the last time you saw each other, it’s one day closer to the next time you will.
If the days won’t allow us to see each other, memories will, and if my eyes can’t see you, my heart will never forget you.
Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met
I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you
Don’t marry someone you can live with, marry someone you cannot live without.
It hurts to breath because every breath I take proves I can’t live without you.
Never say I love you, if you really don’t care,
Never talk about feelings, if they aren’t really there,
Never hold my hand, if you are going to break my heart,
Never say you are going to, if you don’t plan to start,
Never look into my eyes, if all you do is lie,
Never say hi, if you really mean goodbye,
And if you mean forever, then say you will try,
Never say forever, because forever makes me cry.
Like the tree needs the earth,
Like the night needs the moon,
Like the star needs the sky,
Like the guitar needs the tune,
My world needs you.
I Miss you..
Someday some one will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else.
I love you with the breath, the smiles and the tears of all my life....
When you said forever, you ment a few months,
When I said forever I ment every day until I died,
When you said always, you ment until you couldn't handle it anymore,
When I said always I ment until time ended,
When you said you loved me, I was no different from any other girl,
When I said I loved you , I ment I had never felt what I felt for you.
Love is not about the hugs and kisses and the I love yous and the I miss yous, but the feeling you get and the chill that travel down your back when you just think about him.
Love starts with a hug, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear.
Every heart bleeds and even angles are aloud to cry.
I love you with the breath, the smiles and the tears of all my life..
Love isn't something that you find, love is something that finds you.
You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart
to things you don't want to feel..
it's crazy right? to love someone who's hurt you, and it's crazy to think that someone who hurt you loves you..
Last night I was thinking of you, one tear rolled out, I asked why are you out?, my tear said there are someone so beautiful in your eyes, now there is no place for me.
Love can be magic, but magic can sometimes be an illusion.
One night the moon asked me "why do you stay if they make you cry"? and I said to the moon "could you ever leave your sky"??
The shortest word i know is "I" the sweetest word I know is "love" and the person I never forget is "you"
If you are alone I'll be your shadow,
If you want to cry l'll be your shoulder,
If you're not happy I'll be your smile,
If you need me I'll always be there.
You ripped my heart and broke it, and tore it in half, and I just smiled because you touched me.
How can I tell him I love him, when just looking at him takes my breath away…?
It hurts when we risk our heart, it ends up broken but what hurts more is when we still hold on, when we already know we’re waiting for nothing.
If I could give you one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes, cause only then you would realize how special you are to me...
I never stopped loving you, I just stopped showing it.
If I could dream at night, and if those dreams come true, I would force myself to sleep at night so I could dream of you.
I love three things, the sun, the moon and you, the sun for the day and the moon for the night and you forever.
I would cry a million tears and walk a million miles just to be with you.
I miss you when something really good happens because you’re the one I want to share it with.
I miss you, when something troubles me because you are the one who understands me well.
I miss you when I laugh and when I cry, because you’re the one who makes the laughter grow and the tear disappear.
When I first met you I never would have imagined that I would have such strong feelings for you, I would have never thought that I would have dreams about you or miss being by your side or get butterflies in my stomach when someone mentions your name, when I first met you I never would have thought that I would love you this much, and will love you for ever. You are the reason I’m happy and you are the reason that I’m sad, you are the reason that my heart beats so fast that I can’t breath anymore, when I first met you I would have never thought that you will be my life and the reason for my being.
Love hurts when you break up with someone, hurts even more when someone breaks up with you and the most when the person that you love has no idea how you feel.
Sometimes I get lonely wishing you were here, my heart aches loudly knowing I can’t keep you near.
I cannot talk to you anymore, it’s not that I am mad at you, it’s just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you, and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I cannot have you, and that makes me love you even more.
Once upon a time, something happened to me, it was the sweetest thing that ever could be, it was a fantasy, a dream come true, it was the day I met you...
Touch my heart and you will feel, listen to my heart and you will hear, look into my heart and you will see that you will always be a special part of me.
I just hope to sleep and never awaken… nothing left in this world could replace what you have taken…
Love me without fear,
Trust me without questioning
Need me without demanding
Want me without restrictions
Accept me without change
Desire me without inhibitions.
what do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying, is the person who made you cry??
Everyone says you only fall in love once, but that’s not true because every time I hear your voice I fall in love all over again.
Love is just a word, until you find someone to give definition.
I hide my tears when I say your name, but the pain in my heart is still the same, although I smile and seem carefree, there is no one who misses you more than me.
Where there is love, there is life.
I don’t think much, I don not think often, but when I think I think of you.
A day without your love is a day without life…
Let these words, not only touch your eyes, let them travel through your soul and let them rest in your heart as you are in mine.
Why it is easy to fall in love and yet hard to love back? Why should I feel so sad when you don’t feel a thing for me? Why there are always you in me but never me in you…
How can I forget you when you are always in my mind? How can I not want you, when you’re all I want, how can I let you go, when I can’t see us apart, how can I not love you, when you control my heart…
When I see you my heart smiles…
In my dreams ur mine and in my life ur a dream..
I made a choice to finally let go, because I can't stand the pain, it's time for my last tear to fall and smile again.
I love you and you don't, that's the end of the story..
I am not waiting on the world to change, I am waiting for you to change..
I can't seem to erase all the memories of you no matter how hard I try, it's just something that i can't do.
Ask me how many times my heart has been broken and I will tell you to look in the sky and count the stars..
Every night I talk to the stars pretending it’s you. It acts just like you… far away and never replies to my questions…
You were the most beautiful thing that happened in my life, now you are the most painful thing that had ruined my life and made my heart bleeds…
My eyes are hurting cause I can’t see you, my arms are empty cause I can’t hold you, my heart is breaking cause I am not with you…
It takes millions of people to complete the world, but it takes only you to complete mine…
When I looked into your eyes I didn’t see just you, I saw my today, my tomorrow, and my future for the rest of my life I love you….
Often times we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting too, though that doesn’t mean that we’ve stopped loving them or we’ve stopped to care, sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you….
How would you know if he really loves you?
It’s when you scream he’s calm, when you slap him, he kisses you, when you cry he hugs you, when you tell him you hate him, he tells you, he loves you…
Just when I thought things couldn’t be any better you stepped into my life.
Someone asked me if I missed you, I didn’t answer I just closed my eyes and walked away then I whispered “so much”.
I hate when you smile at me, because you make me crazy about you,
I hate when you talk to me, because you make me run out of words,
I hate when I see you, because you make me love you more..
When you miss me, just look up in the sky and pick which cloud you think I am sitting on, only then I can guarantee that your tears will fade and everything will be ok, because just remember that I miss you and love you the same...
The day I stop loving you, is the day I close my eyes forever…
I wonder if you know how special you are,
I wonder if you know how precious you are
I wonder if you know how ok I am to have you in my life.
I love you so much.
Someday you will cry for me, liked I cried for you,
Someday you’ll miss me, like I missed you,
Someday you’ll need me, like I needed you,
Someday you’ll love me but I won’t love you…
When I cry nobody sees, when I hurt no body know, but when I love you, I’ll tell the world.
You are no longer only my love, in fact you have become my life, and I have started living you.
I searched through books,
And I leafed through cards,
For words that would convey what I had in my heart, but when I sat down to write, all I can write was I can’t live without you…
When you love somebody you must be ready to sacrifice anything, even if that anything is your happiness.
I am not sad, and I’m really not depressed, I just want something bad that it hurts and it’s softly killing me from the inside out.
Whenever I miss you, I won’t look for you in my dreams, or try to hear your voice in your messages, I just put my right hand across my chest and feel you.
Let me go on with my life, let me be free again, because I am tired of crying myself to sleep and I am tired of you being the first thing I think about when I wake up.
He handed her 12 roses, 11 real and 1 fake and he said “I’ll love you till the last one dies”.
Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it’s one day further from the last time you saw each other, it’s one day closer to the next time you will.
If the days won’t allow us to see each other, memories will, and if my eyes can’t see you, my heart will never forget you.
Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met
I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you
Don’t marry someone you can live with, marry someone you cannot live without.
It hurts to breath because every breath I take proves I can’t live without you.
Never say I love you, if you really don’t care,
Never talk about feelings, if they aren’t really there,
Never hold my hand, if you are going to break my heart,
Never say you are going to, if you don’t plan to start,
Never look into my eyes, if all you do is lie,
Never say hi, if you really mean goodbye,
And if you mean forever, then say you will try,
Never say forever, because forever makes me cry.
Like the tree needs the earth,
Like the night needs the moon,
Like the star needs the sky,
Like the guitar needs the tune,
My world needs you.
I Miss you..
Someday some one will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else.
I love you with the breath, the smiles and the tears of all my life....
When you said forever, you ment a few months,
When I said forever I ment every day until I died,
When you said always, you ment until you couldn't handle it anymore,
When I said always I ment until time ended,
When you said you loved me, I was no different from any other girl,
When I said I loved you , I ment I had never felt what I felt for you.
Love is not about the hugs and kisses and the I love yous and the I miss yous, but the feeling you get and the chill that travel down your back when you just think about him.
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