boring day turned up to be good after all :-)

Today was boring but also good I should say, didn't know what I was suppose to do which is a first for me since I always seem to have plans but for some reason I did not have any today well! I was suppose to go to Montreal with a friend of mine but the trip was cancelled, so I called another friend of mine and told her that I will be coming over to her place and will bring coffee with me, she of course agreed since we both love Starbucks coffee. Here is the fun part, as I was waiting for my turn in Starbucks drive thru, there was this lovely looking serving guy standing, I wanted to talk to him so I said, " the weather is so beautiful today, y don't you give me some sort of a discount" I was just kidding with him really, he gave me this look and said "ok" I didn't think that he was serious so I gave him my debt card but then he said, "nope it's on us" I was shocked and said to him what I usually say when I’m shocked " REALLY" and he said "yes really" of coursed I thanked him, that little thing just made my day, not only because of the free coffee, I felt that this could be a start of a good luck charm for me, since my year so far is so bad from the start..

Now here I am sitting at my friend's backyard and enjoying my free cup of coffee and thinking, I just wish that good things will always happen all the time cause trust me it's healthy and it keeps us moving forward and wanting more from this unsecure life that we are all living. I am not just saying that because of the free coffee, I am saying that because sometimes people do things to us without even realizing that what ever they did made some sort of a difference and for me in this case it gave me some boost of energy that I though that I was loosing, maybe this is a sign from god that it is going to finally to be ok, I know that it's not going to happen any time soon but maybe sooner than I expect.

My trip is coming up soon and the closer it gets the more excited I become, I cannot wait to travel and see the world and be in the places that I always long too be in, one of the places that I will visit is South Africa, I love Africa, I lived almost half of my life in Africa it’s beautiful and over there nature is just amazing and most importantly the beach, that is what always tend to take me back to south Africa. Every time I go and see the ocean and how beautiful and deep and how endless it is, it makes me but wonder what would the ending of an ocean be it’s deep and wondrous, it always keeps me speechless and standing there by the beach while the wind blows my hair I travel to a world that is only known by me and every one that enjoys the beauty and the secrets of the ocean.

What I’m trying to say is that never give up, there are always signs from god all over the place, all we have to do is open our eyes and try to find them because once we do, it happens, trust me it does. I will be missing my friends here in Ottawa since I don't know how long I will be gone, but I will always be here in my heart and in my spirit because Ottawa is my home and my friends are my family that I always come back too.


I know that what I am going to say now is so irrelevant to what I just said about the beach and all the good stuff, I love chocolate with cherries, I think that it is so yummy and it has this naughty taste that makes you want to eat more and more of it, few days ago I went to Bulk Barn and I got this delicious chocolate cheery balls and ooo god there’re so yummy, I am actually having some while writing this post :-) yum yum yum...